It’s time for a shift here on growthbuddy. I’m not sure what this is going to look like, but I’m sure that I want to publish more unfinished material.

Okay, to be fair, nothing here on this blog is ever finished.

Potentially all is in transition.

And this transitoriness inspires me to share more drafts here.

The more I understand how fragile and how transitory life is, the more I’m starting to trust my intuition – and the process of creation. My creative spark sometimes awakes on an early morning, sometimes it keeps me awake in the middle of the night. And what I learnt over all these years is that I better follow this spark. Otherwise I won’t get it across… “It”: this unspoken thing. The expansion and openness.

I have been trying to establish routines since I’ve started my self-development journey more than ten years ago until it dawned on me: routines are not my thing, because I’m an artist. My reality is constantly changing and so is my mode of creation.

Creation is my thing. And it only happens in the moment – not when I plan it or schedule it.

I am in transition – and that’s the beauty of it.

What I know is: My creation evolves – and it evolves me. Every single day. Every moment.

More than that: The process of creation itself nourishes me. I can’t know what it does for you.

That’s why I’m aiming to, also, publish the unsatisfactoriness (yes, that’s a term).

That’s all I know and all I need to know for now.

Happy solar return to myself.