Things I want to stop doing….

1. Asking myself “What the fuck is wrong with me?”
2. Being nice to everybody.
3. Feeling responsible for everybody.
4. Being unorganized and not sticking to my personal plans.
5. Being online all the time.
6. Being available for everybody.
7. Eating half a jar of nutella or “rewe bio-nuss-nougat-creme” or any other chocolate spread. (Am I still a teenager?!)
8. Feeling sorry for myself. (Bathing in self-pity, yay.)
9. Apologizing for no reason.
10. Trying to please everybody.
11. Not listening to my intuition.
12. Being fucking indecisive all the time.
13. Doing too many things at the same time.
14. Comparing myself with others on facebook or instagram.
15. Comparing myself with others in real life.
16. Forcing other people to listen to my “problems”.
17. Giggling to cover my lack of self-confidence.
18. Waiting for the man of my dreams.
19. Hoping that the man of my dreams is waiting for me.
20. Falling asleep drunk in the subway.
21. Falling asleep sober in the subway.
22. Using my smartphone in bed.
23. Using the elevator.
24. Let the smartphone lay under my pillow.
25. Being caught in my own spiral of negative thoughts.
26. Asking myself: “What’s happening next year?”
27. Thinking to myself “I’m not good enough.”
28. Considering myself as a victim of society, who can’t change anything.
29. Getting drunk instead of climbing a mountain.
30. Seeing obstacles instead of opportunities.
31. Questioning my needs.
32. Doubting my desires.
33. Hesitating.

A list of things I want to do is coming up soon…

To be continued….