She moves.
She grows.
She does not stop.She’s outrageous.
She’s here to stay.She flows – beyond our ignorance.
She involves – if we resist her or not.
She nurtures – what is here to evolve.
She destructs – what is here to dissolve.She does not stop where we stop.
Nature.
A Moment of Truth
Total stillness.
It’s a moment of truth.
Deep surrender.
And the realization that my home is within.
Nowhere but within.
Thoughts on Resistance
The resistance that is coming up is your light.
Beneath all the anger there is the gift.
All of your unfulfillment is your gift in disguise.
Your body wants you to express this gift.
This is your purpose, wanting to come alive.
Your resistance is your body asking for devotion.
When your cells move in harmony you reach flow.
Your body can make the impossible possible.
The Freedom of no Addiction
This is a thought experiment.
Imagine you are free of any addiction.
If there is no addiction there is total freedom.
If there is no addiction there is choice.
There is the choice to direct energy deliberately and not by force.
This is the liberation of life force. The original force that moves us through our lives.
I personally have been struggling with addiction all of my life. Mainly it was the addiction to distraction that led me into toxic behavioural patterns.
Today I stop this.
Today I choose ultimate liberation.
I vow to support my higher self:
I choose creativity over distraction.
I choose focus over diversion.
I choose wellbeing over intoxication.
Uuhh, that hurts. Yes, it hurts. Once and far all – and then there is the feeling of release.
If I am not jumping from one task to the other. Where am I going? I remain with myself. Centered within my own being.
If toxins don’t inhabit my body, where is the energy distributed? Yes, equally amongst my cells.
If I move my body, if I clear tension from my muscles all of a sudden there is lightness in my whole being.
Joy instead of repression becomes my driving force.
Life takes over and I roll with it.
Love The Path
Love the path and the path loves you.
You Are That Love
If you truly love, who you love is yourself.
These words came crashing down on me like a tsunami wave.
If I truly love, who I love is myself?
Yeah right, who I love is myself.
This insight stems from my personal experience of love in my life.
I am the love I’m wishing for and I can solely direct that love towards myself.
Only from there (myself) I can love anything or anyone.
I can’t love someone without loving myself.
I can only love.
And if I love, I love everything and everyone – including myself.
I was craving love for as long as I can think of.
I never thought I would find it – no one thought I would.
Until I found it – within myself.
Perfect Imperfection
By nature, life is imperfect.
So, what makes us expect our lives to be perfect?
Why are we giving ourselves such a hard time “trying to be perfect”?
We try to find “the perfect solution” – for problems we don’t even fully understand.
We want the perfect body, the perfect mind, the perfect relationship, the perfect job, the perfect life…
We create perfect brands to attract “the right” audience.
We seek “the perfect client”.
We always (want to) have a perfect answer.
Can you see a pattern? What are we trying to manipulate?
Are we over-achieving life?
What if we responded to life instead of trying to control it?
What if we valued our unique abilities over perfection?
What if we served more than just ourselves?
What if we cooperated with (our own) nature instead of trying to dominate it?
And YES, I’m asking questions without having an answer.
Meditation
Can you be intimate with the moment?
Can you be intimate with your self?
Can you take the time to sense?
Can you really listen to the silence?
What if?
What if things go right?
What if everything does fall into place?
What if you do live up to your values?
What if you live happily ever after?
What if?
What if you discover joy and happiness within yourself?
What if there is a tomorrow that is slightly better than today?
What if you grow beyond what you thought is possible?
What if you free yourself from doubt?
What if?
What if you transform your fear into action?
What if nothing was lost anyways?
What if you liberate your decisions from the outcome?
What if you live your life to the fullest?
Love is The Only Confession
I know it now with certainty:
My love is needed beyond manifestation.
The only confession there is, is to love unconditionally.